Where did you go

Where did you go
So far away
To some place I don’t know
Why’d you leave me today?
Who are you with?
Are you hurt?
Maybe I’ve lost me sense
Or maybe I’m like dirt

What can I do to bring you back?
Where do I turn?
What is it that I lack?
What is it that I should learn?
To make him love me
To make him see
That without him I’m lost
And with that, I pay the cost

What I do not see
Are his feelings towards me?
What does he hide?
Is he really mine?
Or is this some hallucination
I play over and over
Because of infatuation
Or was it just my imagination

I found out the truth
I now know what I didn’t
He didn’t love me
I was just a sick kitten
He never loved me
He was with her
All those times I thought he loved me
Are now just a whisper
But all I still wonder
And want to say is
Where did you go
Why so far away